Still Waiting Spring!

I can't believe it's the end of April and we are still waiting for Spring! This is not making for a happy pregnant woman! I still have not been feeling well at all and I am just counting down the days till the second trimester! Let me tell you being pregnant with IBS is no picnic! I have had 2 very bad IBS attacks and the cramping that comes with them! If I didn't know what an IBS attack felt like I would think something was horrible wrong with the baby.

I'm starting to get very nervous about after the baby comes. What if I start having flare ups again what am I going to do? When Riley was a baby is was bad enough having to rush off to the bathroom while in the middle of feeding her and here her cry because she was hungry. Or she needed a diaper change and I couldn't get out of the bathroom. Now I will have to worry that the baby will cry and Riley will try to help the baby. What if she tries to pick the baby up or give it a toy that is too small. I just worry and worry about these things and it makes me more stressed out which never helps.

I'm hoping it will be better since I'm not going back on any type of hormone birth control which I think didn't help the matters. I will have too look back in old blogs too see when my flare ups started after having Riley.

Right now I want to feel better so I can clean and organize the house. I wanted to do spring cleaning and wash all the curtains and everything but that hasn't happened yet. Guess it doesn't matter since I always thing spring cleaning needs to be done with the windows open and that has only happened like 2 days so far!

I had my first Pre-Natual appointment last Tuesday. Kappus said everything looks great I get a A +. The heartbeat was 170 faster then Riley's was so I'm starting to think it might be another girl. My uterus is measuring bigger she said it was more like 10 weeks and I was 9 at the time. It did that with Riley too. Riley is very excited to go tot he next appointment with us so she can hear the heartbeat. I can't wait either because that means I'm out of my first trimester!